that was a joke

I scratch your back you give me a blowjob

Maybe my biological father is cantonese

quite like a Cantonese

I'd say I'm an easy person to like

let me music myself to humiliation disgrace and death that's what I want then I can study my Buddhism and meditate and so on

I'll be an arhant, frightening, but I leave the matrix alone if it can be destoryed, I actually like it, especially the hot pretty girls, but that's not my point in the sense, its part of the path, but not the goal or destination or what not. We act without thinking is what I'm saying going by gut intuition feeling random whatever unclear full of fear and uncertainties and we start to let material emerge from who knows where, the people creating problems in this world including me, c'mon, we can work this out together if you regard me yes as a trustworthy feedback person, but never as a leader, decider, we will discuss this, I'll mediate, I'm good at mediating for most fail at this task due to disgusting sentiments of narcissism, but those are people Bodhisattvas have to save one day, the matrix is good, just full of dangerous trapdoors or what not, Buddha's point is the trapdoors not the world else, why do I still have an external world by this point after he has attained his enlightenment? Jesus didn't destroy the matrix and in fact said God created the world from God therefore good.

If we need all to chill, buy Marsalis's Big Train

We'll have fun

"I'll always be around"

I'm either drained or lazy so yeah, I'm always free to help us all deal with our mess

emperhood is not stellarly defined

nobody has to listen to me

I'll emperor in Buddha's way

He was the universal emperor supposedly, but resisted his karma to be awakened to save and help rather than dominate and enjoy for he probably if he were like me, want to be loved and liked and make people happy, entertaining people, or else, his miracles serve to inspire rather than power and dominate right? That was a compassionate decision he made, without deep love cultivated through God's penetrating influence upon the creature's psyche, no one could karmically be ready for a life to Buddhahood or universal emperorhood

but thank you all for this trip

your help is owed with a lot of karmic debt I have to repay back

meanwhile

music and computer game is how I persecute time right now

bye

the old people and pride issues

yes you studied your collective unconscious and personal unconscious and have looked at your anus dechiphering its meaning 3 billion to the nth degree or what not

so you have the power and freedom to kill me

nobody in this world wants me okay

you don't even need my only girl to kill who can

so why are we interfering with my venting anyways
actually you only unconsciously interfered with it

I care only about myself in an egocentric way but you're unconscious modus operandi you psychologically need to take pride in says can't risk can't take a chance we have gone this far we need to silence and won't go back

this is what I'll tell my peers: just go do whatever

I am just an animal, sex food craving

you don't know how I have lived the rest of my life prior to this rooting in my heart

work me and I'll die

Protect me and I'll die and live

just what is death but loss of pride?

that is the root of panic fear what you are well, better-than-the-Buddha, orchestrating

Buddha can use language like I just did employing a tact to move you all, so, I am not the one I am at best moral rather than talented and competent

I need support, cold without love economic support to have commercially functioning talent

Our universal problem is making conclusions in our minds too quickly

if you want to know how I can know all this, this comes from intuitive material, aka developed fantasy, in living with minimal repression, repression is for safety, a necessary measure, but not the aim or point or the pleasure the ideal or the goal it is just a handy means

detailed study of intuition can be found in Asana's work and is briefly expounded by Chogyam Trungpa in Medtitation in Action

don't ever assume I play tact or that you are admitting that you are wrong when I reveal material that I know you more than you know yourself or that my knowledge psychologically proves to you or me that I am superior to you I am not I don't have your developed techniques you have just repressed too much such that your self-awareness of the basis you make decision is completely outside of clear self-awareness

man ye qi bin just can't admit he could be wrong that an authority figure could be wrong

if you are wrong try to right it, grow up man or the atomic bomb will strike you

alright Uncle Sam, march in but let me be a singer drummer and maybe one day trumpeter or pianist I'm too lazy man those pieces I worked for but that's all the energy I've got.

bye bye

for now

Richard Chen, corporate artist