To Hear, I win, therefore it could be said through a recorded file and have the same effect

which is why computer game Shin Sangomusou 4 Special had its psychological consequences.

Eliminative materialism clears the mind or head up by starting with ontology if this means a list of what exists, an inventory of what exists, that is to say id est i.e.
that's why I wanted to learn latin to express myself such that people don't know too much about me where I can bypass monitoring by superego forces or superegos. Ontology to my experience is also the starting point of understanding in the sense of asking questions to understand. What is qi? seems a good question to understand qi gong.

datum, list, milieu (self conscious fear of consequence of anger rejection that this would be rejected that this is out of place a meangingless item in relation with the rest of the items of the list, series sequence progression painful compulsion to go down the list lest I don't survive with good impression, damn, matrix necessity to find out who I really am in core yay a movie was made for me or everything really is a Pure Land for me?), inventory, there we go, fa, free-association, leads to digging out of that desired self through minimal repression if the absence of repression, work for that freedom to be unrepressed when what civilization demands repressed is habitually repressed then one is allowed freedom to let the music just flow out without effort without ego controlling or grasping that is like losing control, ah, what else will I do, sex! so therefore I must tame sex to avoid death...this is one reason

religion is just support, my writing style is in leaps and not steps and my girlfriend plus many other people operate or need steps to be convinced but intellectual maturity for me requires me to identify the steps like Socrates does to truly enlighten convince people

If I need Buddhism, have it, if I don't like Christianity with its full range of associations, then boo hoo nope, but that is so easy, but weak. People take it and say, see, I'm a good person for being the type with a religion, uh, believing for sake of salvation, no work no effort, personal rather than universal salvation "it is God's business to save people" is weak for the inner self wants to save and love all and have all that is an id impulse. First-hand study rather than regurgitating other's words first-hand study produces original words and genuine authentic understanding. Motivation to understand the meaning of certain phenomena to have understanding ground truth liberation rising above of suffering from ignorance. As I write, I believe I shall attain to enlightenment, I believe my words are stronger than that of Pema Chodron for I am more of a scholar with a materialist style use of words whereas she insists let us just use language in a way that is that of a genuine self, a real self, she'd probably say, pretentious self, phony self, I'm like, what the heck is that supposed to mean, certain institutional standards need to be moderately pressured to be maintained people need my relaxation and idleness like a meditator to write in a way that is clear to the point hitting the mark punchy relevant to the issue at hand or else it is like we are going through the motions to maintain an impression moving on to more interesting thing like socializing drinking having sex, man, I'm a republican in heart wanting control resistance institutional standard no fluidity of heart but am I not a lot more dependable and stronger and more supple? I think the middle way or Zhong Yong if you find Middle Way cheezy is the answer so we say it shall be white is democratic party and black republican and gray is the one party the united state...American's to the Orient's attitude or opinion are overly emotional, making too much of a big deal and fuss out of small problems perhaps but the sensitivity of Americans make life so much more good convenient and allows lazy people like me to live well and produces things those proud Orients crave...man, we have to find some way if there is a tug-o-war.
anytime the psychological possibility to insist emerges, that is republicanism, anytime one acts without inhibition, that's democratic what not...too much repression insistence leads to ulcers and projection of an image of falsity of forced expression personality thinking articulation should be clear through an empirical style of awareness akin to the spirit of vipassana, which is a democratic faculty prizing freedom and novelty rather than tradition and familiarity by the way this is not an analysis an expression which will make a big deal out of all of this, look, I ain't a saint with all your answers, to most of your problem I will only tell you "I don't know" because consciousness, mine, has little access to the full range of material you'll need for a comprehensive or complete answer to your question with all the details included, so, I'll do tantric transmission in improvised mantra form--ervatma sennex.

Yay, I'm seeing the connection to everything, but the main message is--don't make a big deal through emotions out of anything including this...Frege's requirement? Live with minimal repression and that is the middle way which is not define to define it is insisting is making a big deal out of it which may have its necessary circumstance but what does this mean anyway? Articulation of my mode of being is not, no, I have no mode defined set predetermined modus operandi save an subconscious one or something operating outside of consciousness's awareness most of the time. What it means, save a subconscious one is I have no reference point that I go to before I act such that I act as if I have the intent to be predictable, I live flowingly, and if I be emotional here, I'd say like a flowing stream or river, so the orient is too vague intellectually and overly narcissitically poetic...hahaha...look at my beautiful characters and radicals and calligraphy, but it takes me three hours to write I love you where Americans give a look at each other and start fucking right away. I'd say Americans are more enlightened at how to live. That truly is the meeting of mind. American spirit is a personality type that can emerge in the Orient environment, usually regarded as blasphenous outcast--oh how DARE you Merryl Streep style.

Man everything is so grave and serious the atomic bomb is like a pride issue here rather than a functional one, that was a 5 billion dollar secret I just disclosed, I hope I don't get executed. Now I feel like Borat, man, they have no association or intuition or understanding or comprehension, retarded inferior sensates. Hail intuition which is the liberated flowing stream of mind of accessible through writing with minimal censorship/repression. That's the way. The authorities know and want what I do here but propagate a mode and way for sake of oppression liberty to oppress securing their little nest without even cute perching birds man they are infants who want the whole world to conform to their own little way...ubi solitudinem faciunt pacem apellant.

Oh they must think I'm spying for the Americans, oh the mentioning of this must be a sophisticated complicated tact. There is a figure in the traditional literature and novel here of the Romance of the Three Kingdoms of the figure called zhugeliang, don't take this thing as serious big deal knowledge, no self-humbling or humility needed, who operates like I do, free, frightening the controlling authorities, do they even know they are controlling probably not, once they start to have the intelligence to control, they already are not the controlling type

so why do I sell myself to the Americans, for they want to take what I have which karmically is impossible in 100% only 20% but I have to yield at most 3%, and then kill me after that so I give our way and their way out at the same time until they occultly set me free but I don't care too much about much.

signing off, saying this to whomever, Ervatma Sennex