let me music myself to humiliation disgrace and death that's what I want then I can study my Buddhism and meditate and so on

I'll be an arhant, frightening, but I leave the matrix alone if it can be destoryed, I actually like it, especially the hot pretty girls, but that's not my point in the sense, its part of the path, but not the goal or destination or what not. We act without thinking is what I'm saying going by gut intuition feeling random whatever unclear full of fear and uncertainties and we start to let material emerge from who knows where, the people creating problems in this world including me, c'mon, we can work this out together if you regard me yes as a trustworthy feedback person, but never as a leader, decider, we will discuss this, I'll mediate, I'm good at mediating for most fail at this task due to disgusting sentiments of narcissism, but those are people Bodhisattvas have to save one day, the matrix is good, just full of dangerous trapdoors or what not, Buddha's point is the trapdoors not the world else, why do I still have an external world by this point after he has attained his enlightenment? Jesus didn't destroy the matrix and in fact said God created the world from God therefore good.

If we need all to chill, buy Marsalis's Big Train

We'll have fun

"I'll always be around"

I'm either drained or lazy so yeah, I'm always free to help us all deal with our mess

emperhood is not stellarly defined

nobody has to listen to me

I'll emperor in Buddha's way

He was the universal emperor supposedly, but resisted his karma to be awakened to save and help rather than dominate and enjoy for he probably if he were like me, want to be loved and liked and make people happy, entertaining people, or else, his miracles serve to inspire rather than power and dominate right? That was a compassionate decision he made, without deep love cultivated through God's penetrating influence upon the creature's psyche, no one could karmically be ready for a life to Buddhahood or universal emperorhood

but thank you all for this trip

your help is owed with a lot of karmic debt I have to repay back

meanwhile

music and computer game is how I persecute time right now

bye