the old people and pride issues

yes you studied your collective unconscious and personal unconscious and have looked at your anus dechiphering its meaning 3 billion to the nth degree or what not

so you have the power and freedom to kill me

nobody in this world wants me okay

you don't even need my only girl to kill who can

so why are we interfering with my venting anyways
actually you only unconsciously interfered with it

I care only about myself in an egocentric way but you're unconscious modus operandi you psychologically need to take pride in says can't risk can't take a chance we have gone this far we need to silence and won't go back

this is what I'll tell my peers: just go do whatever

I am just an animal, sex food craving

you don't know how I have lived the rest of my life prior to this rooting in my heart

work me and I'll die

Protect me and I'll die and live

just what is death but loss of pride?

that is the root of panic fear what you are well, better-than-the-Buddha, orchestrating

Buddha can use language like I just did employing a tact to move you all, so, I am not the one I am at best moral rather than talented and competent

I need support, cold without love economic support to have commercially functioning talent

Our universal problem is making conclusions in our minds too quickly

if you want to know how I can know all this, this comes from intuitive material, aka developed fantasy, in living with minimal repression, repression is for safety, a necessary measure, but not the aim or point or the pleasure the ideal or the goal it is just a handy means

detailed study of intuition can be found in Asana's work and is briefly expounded by Chogyam Trungpa in Medtitation in Action

don't ever assume I play tact or that you are admitting that you are wrong when I reveal material that I know you more than you know yourself or that my knowledge psychologically proves to you or me that I am superior to you I am not I don't have your developed techniques you have just repressed too much such that your self-awareness of the basis you make decision is completely outside of clear self-awareness

man ye qi bin just can't admit he could be wrong that an authority figure could be wrong

if you are wrong try to right it, grow up man or the atomic bomb will strike you

alright Uncle Sam, march in but let me be a singer drummer and maybe one day trumpeter or pianist I'm too lazy man those pieces I worked for but that's all the energy I've got.

bye bye

for now

Richard Chen, corporate artist